My Life Interrupted “ Ribbon In The Sky”

The beginning of living starts at the exact moment when you realize that one day life can be changed at  a moments notice.  The embrace of all the simple pleasures of life take on a whole new meaning of indulge. As I awakened daily I awake with many different emotions that come to me with an exclamation of What happened to my life ? Then I begin to think that God interrupted the old life that I once known to now bring fourth the destiny that God has planned. Cancer for many is the scariest word that any one would want to here, so many things happen within the mind and most of all Fear decides to dine.
As you lie awake in the bed drifting in your head is the thought, that there is chance you maybe cheated out of some of things you thought were normal for ones life. The moment you start to loose control and process all of the things you may loose, God is now depositing in you what you are going to gain. I stare at you Cancer and daily as I talk to God I hear him utter “ do you trust me” ? I never can say that I understand all of this, and its not my place to say that I do. What I do know, is that as you are given any diagnoses in life, one thing to remember is that God holds your future. Many days I have my questions and silent moments of despair and  I begin to ask God what will I learn from all of this ? What we learn in life is that interruptions happen to place us on the travels that God wanted for our life, and at the end there is a ribbon sitting up in  the sky that connects us back to the ultimate source that our Destiny lies within reach of “ Living”
Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is Love and Time!
God bless all of you, and the love that you show me and the prayers, I feel them all and in them God will bestow a miracle.




April Nicole