Sunday, November 21, 2010

Gods Thanksgiving

I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart;
I will recount all of your wonderful deeds.

—Psalm 9:1


When I started to write this blog, My heart was in a state of pain, Today a member of our church died so suddenly. As, I was in this state of meditation, I began to truly thank the lord for what I am truly grateful for. As, I break down my thanks, I hope that each and everyone of you, write down a list of thanks, life is so short, and it should be lived in a way, of Loving, and Gratefulness of the things that can never be replaced " People"

God, as I go back into my journey of past, I am so grateful for the people, and places and things that you have brought before my life, and the beauty of all the wonderful reasons you gave me trials, because through those trials, I was able to see your amazing Grace.

As, we get ready to Glorify Thanksgiving let's remember one of the greatest sacrifices that God gave to man, his one and only begotten son " Jesus"


This yeas has been a very good year for me, I remember just 3 years ago, I was in a state of confusion, I had just broken up with a man, that I loved so very much, but God entered my life, and showed me I was well deserving of something better.

Last year, I set out on finding my way back home,because my soul had become restored, and I was ready to come back and help people become free, and live their lives in a state of truth and reality of who you really are.

When I look back at who I was just a year ago, I see how God was in full control of my life, in every step that I took to bring me to this place of being whole.

Father, I am so grateful, for the love of Drums: You are so special to me, that sometimes my words can not express the deep rooted love I have in my heart for you, its not wordily, it's not controlling it's true and simplicity. I know, that things are very complicated in our sense of reality, but that's the beauty of God and his faith, when he is at work he makes our paths straight, and most of all, in the growth of ourselves it bring us right back together.


Family: God, you have blessed me in such a way, when it comes to the beauty of my family, I am so blessed, for them. Even though we may not see each other often, the love that is in my heart goes so deep than the eyes can see. God I thank you for this quality time that you have given me back with my sister, who is also my friend. I have watched her be a great mother, wife, all at the same time of being my sister. That is truly priceless.

Church: My heart rejoices daily when I think about my church, from the moment I came into that church I knew the holy spirit brought me there, because God wanted me to come back to him in a divine way to serve him, and to help be part of a light that draws his children home to him.


Job: I just love going to a place everyday, that gives meaning of the word Gratitude, sometimes when things seems so small they really are large in the eyes of the lord. I thank God daily for my co workers, and the joy and laughter that we have daily, and through all the hard work, its great to know, that I have a place that I can go to that makes me smile. That's the beauty of work, it always feels as though I work for the lord, so their is where the love truly shines from in glorifying why the lord placed me at this job.

Friends: Wow, when I look at my life, and I see all the great people, god has placed along my path,I get so excited because for every person that has come into my life, I was left with a state of love. I love all of my friends, and I thank you God, for the understanding of what true friendships are really all about, and it's caring, sharing, support, and most of all Love.


So, this thanksgiving, I just want all of you to know, that I love you, and I am so grateful that God has brought all of you into my life.


I wish all of you, a great Thanksgiving with plenty of light and love.


God bless you, and may the lord continue to bring you all the desires of your heart.



The most valuable things we have in life is Love and Time




SmartDiva





Sunday, November 7, 2010

For Colored Girls ( Aprils Spoken Word)

" Ebony Skin Of Child Of God"


Brown skin, they all loved her brown skin, many wanted to turn from lovers to friends, they were taken aback, by the frame of honey kissed skin, exotic eyes, soul passion of a child fatherless, captivated by the wine and dine. ( That worldly girl)

God always being next to the skin and flesh of this youngness of growing into the mystery of a world, that said your thickness and smile, and insatiable swagger of a story in the body frame of want.

I see me, you see me too, you fall in love, I run away, who are you too say you want to stay? for a little while, maybe not at all..

Man, who do you think you are ? I am queen, within the seams you got lost,that was your price to pay, but little did I know, with my heart came a down payment to a truth about me, Oh yeah Sugar, and a Truth about you.

You say you can't seem to erase me, maybe because it caught up to you, the tenderness of destiny, beat, my musical beat of a flesh of soul possibility,

Don't take too long, the more time you take to not make me queen, someone else will come around and sing too that song that use to be yours when she was young.

Light, of a discovery, ooooooooooooooooooh wee, the way My Lord has blessed my mind, my body and my soul, you want a drink of my divine, for the slip of a Gospel spoken in our present time, be not afraid Mr. Swagger, complicated life, in the mind of you and your chatter,

Walk free little bird, fly back and see me, know not the me, you remember young and tender, not just a curvaeous figure, but Eve to the Adam of the flesh of Lord, who lives inside of you and me.

You are so beautiful too me, you say, as my Cross that dangles down the Vneck connects from a far to you, Light I shine, I knew I would, once the flesh to a step back to the drum beat of heart, do you hear that sound? shhhhhhhhhhhhhh you asked how does that explosive ring so loud, calling me back too you, Gotta Find way back, in the confusion of lost, my past, my lover, my friend " My Ebony Brown Skin Of Child Of God"


Written By April Nicole





( Hello To All Of You,)


This was an inspiration of the old darkness of who I once was, to who I am today. Tyler Perry such a great job on the movie Colored Girls, how we all can relate to the wake up call, that God gives to us, when he tells us it's time to act and get right.

The best thing in life is when you allow the lord to use your bruises and too make them restored to a truth of divine path too your purpose. We are beautiful in the eyes of the lord, and there is nothing that satan can do to take away who you were to who you are now...

The lord is about to bestow his blessings on his children in such a profound way, and when we seek him, he turns our weakness into strength to go out and help someone else live free..

I love all of you, be blessed and let God handle the rest...

This is Harvest time....


April Nicole


( LOVE & TIME)