Sunday, December 26, 2010

Harvest Time

This Blog is being written for what the lord is placing on my heart. First and Foremost as we begin to celebrate the closure of 2011, let us begin by saying God, thank you for all that you have given too us. You are the reason why I breathe and live and in honor you and the Kingdom of heaven.


This is the last Blog I am writing for 2011 because more than ever, the lord has placed on my spirit to tell his children that we are to be ready for what 2012 will bring.

If most of you are doubting 2012, then you better move on from this blog. For Gods true children you will see your blessings in over flow and in this new year God is going to place us in a whole new level.

This is the year that all satan thought he took from us, was placed in a space where the lord contained it.

See the father never leaves his children he is always here for us guiding us in all we do.

As we get ready to move into this next season, you will see your purpose moving faster than ever and the blessings and the miracles moving fast.

You don't have to worry about the problems, enjoy how fast God will move your problems, we serve an awesome God and he loves his children.

So, I decree this blessing to all of his children. As we reflect upon the greatness and the movement he made in 2011 be sure to fall upon your knees and give thanks, The lord we serve is such an awesome God.

Don't look to the past cling to the future and stay with Faith and Hope and watch what God will do.

I love all of you, and 2011 has been great sharing with you God messages. JAN 2012 is a year of profound changes. You will experience blessings and favor like no other year. God has chosen you. New Blogs are coming in 2012 and video blogs, and I will share with all you major announcements in my own life. The Lord has called us and he sends us out in two to do this work. Thank you God for that baby in the manger he changed all of our lives and gave us the reason to live and rejoice!! God bless you all (: I would just like to thank all of you for your support and I am looking forward in the documentary of my life with all of you, and the next mission assignments the lord has me on. I love you and so does our father!



Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is LOVE TIME!


God bless all of you,

Smart Diva

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Faith In Jesus

Faith In Jesus,

As we get ready to close out 2010 we are all going to reflect back to the awakening that the lord placed on each and everyone of us for the past three years.

The greatest gifts that God gives to his people, is the holy spirit combined with his wisdom. It becomes up to all of us if we are willing to tap into this the power that the lord has given to all of his children who love him.

I remember when I oldest sister started telling me, that Once my life got right with God, then and only then would I be able to see the things that he wanted me too receive in regards to his visions to be able to help his children.

When, I started realizing that I had visions, and most of them came through my dreams, I asked the lord daily, Father how could I use this gift? And what did you want me to do with it ? I remember in those still moments with God, he started to talked to me, and I knew in that moment, my life would never be the same.

Neal Donald Walsh ( Conversations with God) This movie truly helped me in so many ways, in the discovery of the power that God entrusted within all of us, I noticed that the lord was telling and talking to all of us, because when we are in the will and the obedience of the lord he will speak to your spirit in such a way, that all of things that you desire, not just the worldly things but the desires that are are fulfilling in the will of man kind.

Faith does not come from seeing, but from ( hearing) in order to receive these gifts we must be still with God, we must take time out of our day and meditate in the spirit, and in the promise of God. Every day, I thank the lord for his gifts and his patience with me. You must be able to hear the leadings of the lord, and it’s right there for all of us to get it.

Seven Circle Of Light is by far the will and the want of God, I remember when the lord was telling me I was called to be a teacher, I was very shocked, because I never knew I could teach, I know I love God, and I know that I love his children and I trust his visions that he gives to me, and that’s when it clicked God said see my faithful, you can serve me.

People think that you need a PHD too teach, well Guess what when it comes to be a disciple of the lord, all you need is G.O.D. God used ordinary people to do extraordinary things, and he trusted his apostles to go out and be the vessels for him.

Trust me in 2011 God wants to do something greate for his children. In 2008 God nudged his children to wake up, in 2009 he said guess what, Now I have to strip and humble you, then in 2010 he helped you discover your purpose and planted seeds.

21 Jesus replied, “Truly I tell you, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and it will be done. 22 If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.”


Now, in 2011 it’s time see your crop blossom and manifest. Stay still with the lord everyday, don’t rush for worldly pleasures, allow the lord to do for you in ways that has know money value to it.
The best way to find the lord is not running to religion, God wants you to run too him in the spirit, and be sure to watch what the lord will do for you once you turn too him, he will bring you into CHRIST. The key word in Christian is Christ! The way he lived and most of all how he gave his life for you and me. Listen quietly to the still small voice that lies in your heart, take the time to absorb his nature and most of all have faith and see where God will take you. Journal all of your revelations because what God will show you will blow your mind (:

God bless all of you, and do know that I love you and so does God.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Gods Thanksgiving

I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart;
I will recount all of your wonderful deeds.

—Psalm 9:1


When I started to write this blog, My heart was in a state of pain, Today a member of our church died so suddenly. As, I was in this state of meditation, I began to truly thank the lord for what I am truly grateful for. As, I break down my thanks, I hope that each and everyone of you, write down a list of thanks, life is so short, and it should be lived in a way, of Loving, and Gratefulness of the things that can never be replaced " People"

God, as I go back into my journey of past, I am so grateful for the people, and places and things that you have brought before my life, and the beauty of all the wonderful reasons you gave me trials, because through those trials, I was able to see your amazing Grace.

As, we get ready to Glorify Thanksgiving let's remember one of the greatest sacrifices that God gave to man, his one and only begotten son " Jesus"


This yeas has been a very good year for me, I remember just 3 years ago, I was in a state of confusion, I had just broken up with a man, that I loved so very much, but God entered my life, and showed me I was well deserving of something better.

Last year, I set out on finding my way back home,because my soul had become restored, and I was ready to come back and help people become free, and live their lives in a state of truth and reality of who you really are.

When I look back at who I was just a year ago, I see how God was in full control of my life, in every step that I took to bring me to this place of being whole.

Father, I am so grateful, for the love of Drums: You are so special to me, that sometimes my words can not express the deep rooted love I have in my heart for you, its not wordily, it's not controlling it's true and simplicity. I know, that things are very complicated in our sense of reality, but that's the beauty of God and his faith, when he is at work he makes our paths straight, and most of all, in the growth of ourselves it bring us right back together.


Family: God, you have blessed me in such a way, when it comes to the beauty of my family, I am so blessed, for them. Even though we may not see each other often, the love that is in my heart goes so deep than the eyes can see. God I thank you for this quality time that you have given me back with my sister, who is also my friend. I have watched her be a great mother, wife, all at the same time of being my sister. That is truly priceless.

Church: My heart rejoices daily when I think about my church, from the moment I came into that church I knew the holy spirit brought me there, because God wanted me to come back to him in a divine way to serve him, and to help be part of a light that draws his children home to him.


Job: I just love going to a place everyday, that gives meaning of the word Gratitude, sometimes when things seems so small they really are large in the eyes of the lord. I thank God daily for my co workers, and the joy and laughter that we have daily, and through all the hard work, its great to know, that I have a place that I can go to that makes me smile. That's the beauty of work, it always feels as though I work for the lord, so their is where the love truly shines from in glorifying why the lord placed me at this job.

Friends: Wow, when I look at my life, and I see all the great people, god has placed along my path,I get so excited because for every person that has come into my life, I was left with a state of love. I love all of my friends, and I thank you God, for the understanding of what true friendships are really all about, and it's caring, sharing, support, and most of all Love.


So, this thanksgiving, I just want all of you to know, that I love you, and I am so grateful that God has brought all of you into my life.


I wish all of you, a great Thanksgiving with plenty of light and love.


God bless you, and may the lord continue to bring you all the desires of your heart.



The most valuable things we have in life is Love and Time




SmartDiva





Sunday, November 7, 2010

For Colored Girls ( Aprils Spoken Word)

" Ebony Skin Of Child Of God"


Brown skin, they all loved her brown skin, many wanted to turn from lovers to friends, they were taken aback, by the frame of honey kissed skin, exotic eyes, soul passion of a child fatherless, captivated by the wine and dine. ( That worldly girl)

God always being next to the skin and flesh of this youngness of growing into the mystery of a world, that said your thickness and smile, and insatiable swagger of a story in the body frame of want.

I see me, you see me too, you fall in love, I run away, who are you too say you want to stay? for a little while, maybe not at all..

Man, who do you think you are ? I am queen, within the seams you got lost,that was your price to pay, but little did I know, with my heart came a down payment to a truth about me, Oh yeah Sugar, and a Truth about you.

You say you can't seem to erase me, maybe because it caught up to you, the tenderness of destiny, beat, my musical beat of a flesh of soul possibility,

Don't take too long, the more time you take to not make me queen, someone else will come around and sing too that song that use to be yours when she was young.

Light, of a discovery, ooooooooooooooooooh wee, the way My Lord has blessed my mind, my body and my soul, you want a drink of my divine, for the slip of a Gospel spoken in our present time, be not afraid Mr. Swagger, complicated life, in the mind of you and your chatter,

Walk free little bird, fly back and see me, know not the me, you remember young and tender, not just a curvaeous figure, but Eve to the Adam of the flesh of Lord, who lives inside of you and me.

You are so beautiful too me, you say, as my Cross that dangles down the Vneck connects from a far to you, Light I shine, I knew I would, once the flesh to a step back to the drum beat of heart, do you hear that sound? shhhhhhhhhhhhhh you asked how does that explosive ring so loud, calling me back too you, Gotta Find way back, in the confusion of lost, my past, my lover, my friend " My Ebony Brown Skin Of Child Of God"


Written By April Nicole





( Hello To All Of You,)


This was an inspiration of the old darkness of who I once was, to who I am today. Tyler Perry such a great job on the movie Colored Girls, how we all can relate to the wake up call, that God gives to us, when he tells us it's time to act and get right.

The best thing in life is when you allow the lord to use your bruises and too make them restored to a truth of divine path too your purpose. We are beautiful in the eyes of the lord, and there is nothing that satan can do to take away who you were to who you are now...

The lord is about to bestow his blessings on his children in such a profound way, and when we seek him, he turns our weakness into strength to go out and help someone else live free..

I love all of you, be blessed and let God handle the rest...

This is Harvest time....


April Nicole


( LOVE & TIME)





Saturday, October 23, 2010

Seven Circles Of Light Movement

Genisis: Chapter " 7 "

1 And the Lord said unto Noah, Come thou and all thy house into the ark; for thee have I seen righteous before me in this generation.
2 Of every clean beast thou shalt take to thee by sevens, the male and his female: and of beasts that are not clean by two, the male and his female.
3 Of fowls also of the air by sevens, the male and the female; to keep seed alive upon the face of all the earth.
4 For yet seven days, and I will cause it to arain upon the earth forty days and forty nights; and every living substance that I have made will I destroy from off the face of the earth.



Writing this blog, has stirred so many emotions inside of my heart. Too say that I love God, is merely an understatement, our lord and savior is the only way that we can experience freedom. I know, the world is so enticing and it shows us all of this temptaion, when it comes to money, sex, alcohol, drugs, materialism, weight, beauty and the wordly desires.

The true riches that we have is stored in heaven and what we do here on earth is too help one another to obey the commandments from our lord and savior, turn from our evil ways and follow God, and that will free you from the lies and the deception of the world.

I remember when the lord told me start a non-profit, I will say, I was confused, and not understanding how I was going to do something so profound it would bring many of Gods children to him.

Just like Noah, I had too submit and trust that what God is wanting to do for my life, is too share in the Glory of what it is to live free from the world.

Too help other reach this destination of peace, joy and most of all freedom.

Seven Circles of light: Is a Global mission of change, I am honored and Grateful that our lord chose me to do something that is greater than what I could've expected.

All, my life I felt I was different I had an affinity when it came to people, I just loved them in away that was out of knowing that we all have stories, and God wants us to love one another and help make a difference.

It's time that change is made, we are now in a state of obligation the our fellow brothers and sisters too impact one another and lend a hand to someone that is in need.

In order for us to rise and become the pillars of light and love we must be willing to loose the selfish wordly intent that the world places on us, we must now strive to be the change that the world needs.

This is going to be a great new season we are coming into, The lord is opening doors, and he is bringing us the people and all of the things we need to set out and do this Global Mission.

Seven Circles of Light is just the start to the awakening that people will experience when we really tap into the stronghold that satan uses to keep people in bondage, we are able to be free and live for the love of God and this planet, not for the self seeking gratification that comes fromn wordly and satanic desires of the world.

Light is the lords truth, that we have the power to do and be the great people that the lord ordained us to be, we are powerful and annointed and appointed to do greatness, but you must remember you can't do anything by yourself its all from God, and he wants to give us more, just wait and see what the Good lord is about to do for his children.

I love all of you,and I hope that you come and enjoy the picnic launch for SCOL..

This is the time that Gods people will join together and help make this world a better place.

If you are wanting to attend the Seven Circles Of Light Picnic..please RSVP by 11/08/2010

SEVEN CIRCLES OF LIGHT:

NOVEMBER 13TH

TIME: 1PM TO 3PM

PLACE: LAKE BALBOA
6300 Balboa BLVD
VAN NUYS CA, 91406

RSVP: APRIL 818-799-6279 OR Smartdiva78@aol.com


This will be a fun event, where you will learn more about SCOL: Register for the classes I am teaching on the light principles limited seating available.

If you wanting to be encouraged and inspired this is not an event or a class you want to miss.


God bless all of you,


Smart Diva

Sunday, October 17, 2010

The Lord Orders Our Steps

”A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.” (Proverbs 16:9)



When I think about the way God comes into our lives, and he orders our steps, and closes those doors that we have tried too keep open.

The lord that we serve is an awesome God. No matter what plans we have for ourselves God has an even better ones. Many, times when God is about to take us to a new level he has to move us away from the complacency of just getting by.

God wants Greatness for his children, especially now! The times that we are in, is no longer about what it is we want, it's about what God wants. I know this for a fact, I have been guilty of the April way, until the lord says Oh No! Child allow me to bring you and direct you on the path that I have for you.

When we are obedient and walking with God, and allowing him to lead we are allowing him to gives us more than just getting by, he gives us " DESTINY AND PURPOSE"

This life that we live daily is another day, that the lord has chosen for us to live up to our highest potential, the world makes you think if you have a lot of money and material success you have accomplished your mission. Well, that is only a half truth, the money allows you too help those who are less fortunate and to make a difference in the world. Material Success is used to share with those who are less fortunate at the end of the day it all comes back to serving one another.

Have you ever noticed that when we tell ourselves what it is we want to do, and it's not used to Glorify God our his children, no matter what you do,it seems to never take off.

Well, once again, that is when we have to allow God to direct your steps, what you may want, may not be what God wants for you. But, one has to humble themselves and Trust that the lords direction for your life is far greater than what you expect.

This is the season, where God is about to do the un expected and he is about to show out, Be ready for the blessings that God is about to shower upon his children. It's bigger and better than what you can think.

Many Marriages are in store, and the love that God has chosen for you, this person is the other half that makes you whole.

I am looking forward to my wedding, and I am sure that the lord chose him for me, and even sometimes when I doubted I knew that God was changing him,, and when he placed God first he was able too see me. I love him so very much, and as we grow we will place the love our God first.

I love all of you, and keep allowing God to lead, and follow his promptings.


Remember the Glory of God is upon us. Be ready for all the new blessings... Enjoy everyday and watch God bring before you his purpose and destiny for your life.


The most valuable thing we have in life is love and time.


Smart Diva

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Peace With God

Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord and has made the
Lord his hope and confidence.
- Jeremiah 17:7
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This is the best way to open this blog, because when we rely on our faith in our lord and savior, he gives us an assurance in the knowing that with him and within all is possible.

The beauty behind the times we are in now, is in the knowing that for each person, place or thing that has come across your life, it has been in the will of God.

God wants to do something grand in the lives of his children, but God also wants to expose those who say that the lord lives in them, but they live different from the calling that he has for their lives.

See, the lord is teaching us the greatest trait that is the hardest to conquer is " patience" see, when we learn that Gods timing is far greater than our own, we then begin to trust that what God has chosen for us, allows us to receive the abundantly life that he has chosen.

When we are confident in the word, and we take that time to follow God, we allow the goodness of his promise to be fulfilled. If many of us go back, and look back over our lives, you are able to see the favor that God has placed on us all, and how we were saved by his amazing Grace.

In this next season, expect God to bring upon wake up calls, and over flow of blessings. God is opening and closing doors, that have created a hindrance in our walk. I know that the lord is about to take me to a higher level in many arenas, and by doing so, God will place us along and in the path of his light.

We all are Gods children, and we are arriving at a time in our lives, that all you need to do the purpose is going to be manifested.

I decree that what you think you know, will be over powered in what God wants for your life.

Don't give the devil a footstool to tell you what you can't do. We can do all things through our lord Jesus Christ.

Be ready for UN expected blessings.

Remember that I love you, and so does God (:


The most valuable thing we have in life is LOVE & TIME



GOD BLESS US ALL


ONE LOVE ONE BLOOD SHED FOR YOU AND ME!


SMART DIVA

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Joy To The World

How I love the lord, is so well within the depth of my soul, and how he has transformed my life, and changed me by the wonders of his Grace.

Joy to the world, that our lord will Rise Again. For this is the time in our lives, in which we are getting ready to see God at work more than ever. So many of us, are truly understanding what the lord is doing.

God is telling us, that we are to start living in complete and total obedience to him. There is no more wasting time or living for this world, it's time to start helping and ministering the Gospel to the children who are lost.

In the next coming months and years, many will have trials and tribulations, but the love of our father will weather any storm. " OUR FATHER WILL NEVER FOR SAKE US" even in our final hours, he will be there.

So, while we await his coming, we must live our lives in Joy..and spreading it, and allowing God to fulfil your destiny.

See, what God is about to do for so many of us, he has been preparing us for this pro found journey. Nothing is too big for God, and nothing is impossible for the lord, he wants to restore our beingness and our wholeness with him.

Fate and Destiny is his plan, and for many of his children, who are called to lead and send out the prophetic messages from the higher heavenly realms, will be the vessel that many need to rise up and take your place and do the will the Father has layed on you.

I am so humble and grateful that God is using me, and that my future Husband will walk, and him and I, will take his seed and Gods seed and plant an abundant harvest for many who don't believe that God can change and bring you into his light.

God, will give us all we need to set out to do this mission, be ready at any given time to entertain an Angel, you will be surprised on how many faces an Angel can have.

I am writing this Blog with such an Urgency, because the father instructed me to tell his children, do not be afraid to live your life, and enjoy and be in total completion with the Gospel. Love one another and take time out daily, and enjoy the beauty of all that is around you,

Place your sights on doing what is right, and don't look for love in the material world, that's not the value of the life existence that we are in, all you have is "LOVE" and what God wants us all to know, is that he loves us all, and he has never turned his back, and will not..Just submit and repent and find him, and allow him to give you complete and total peace and most of all " JOY"


God bless all of you, and remember the most valuable thing we have in life is LOVE & TIME...

I LOVE YOU AND SO DOES GOD


ONE LOVE ONE BLOOD SHED FOR YOU AND ME (:





Sunday, September 26, 2010

Jesus is Alive Today!!

Matt 5:16 "Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."



This Blog was placed on my heart by the lord. It's in theSE days more than ever, that the spirit of the lord is upon us. In these times, we are going to see Gods hand in work in so many arenas.

The message is clear, stay in the word and learn and spread his Gospel. Stay in constant prayer and fasting, so you can here the word of God.

The father said in his word, that in these times, satan will use, who and what he wants to cause corruption in the spreading of the Gospel. We must be vigilent, and admit to the father, that we are not able to do this alone, we need his Strength, his power, and his Grace.

Daily, as I spend time with God, my heart weeps, because so many refuse to want to hear the Gospel, and for so many that have gone on and confused Gods words, and twisted them for ego and self eflation. When we serve God, we stand before God and we stay by the power of the decree of our lord savior he sacraficed his only begotten son, to save us. All of us, it's up to us to choose if we choose God, because he chose us.

If, Jesus were alive in the physical form today he would be out preaching and spreading his Gospel, and healing the sick, walking down the streets of down town, and going through the places, that people snub their noses up at, and he would be telling them, how great his fathers eternal kingdom is , and what we do on this earth is not about monetary, or ego, or selfish gain, its about " Love"

We all will be accountable for how we used what God gave us, and what he stood for. With so much that is happening within the world, and the churches, we must not condemn nor judge, we must remember, who we serve. We are no ones judges, or any ones Messiah, we are messengers of the father, and we are saved by the Grace and the blood of his Son.

We are to glorify his sons precious name, we must rise from the strife of satans tactics, and know that every opportunity that the lord gives us to spread his word, is the mission for the Kingdom.

In the next season of our lives, God is going to be exposing, and revealing and appointing his children in places and posistions, that you could never even believe.

Relationships are being restored and healed, for what satan thought he took, God placed on hold, because he had to chisel away the old.

Marriages, in the union of the lord is coming. God is sending us out and faster than ever, and you wil have all you need to serve God, Oh as I type these words, the lord is upon me, and I am smiling and rejoicing, because we are getting ready to see Brighter days, and when you see the Miracles of the lord coming to us, all you say is "THANK YOU LORD" For saving me, and bringing me all of your gifts to set out and walk like you, for you are alive today, because you live inside of me.


God bless us all,

( This next month, be ready for answered prayers, for the lord is about to bestow a miracle upon all who call upon his son, with a heart that is a heart of the lord"

Be a doer of the word and not just a hearer!!


One Love One Blood shed for you and Me

Smart Div




Saturday, September 11, 2010

911 Angels

Today has been a day that was painful for many of us. We all ask ourselves where we on 911, I remember all to well. Just watching this and thinking how could something like this happen? I did ask God why, these people, why this morning, and why oh why? For that moment, I could here the spirit, and God whispered, My child this was not my act, but Satan didnt not win, because at the end, I welcomed my children home. ( Psalm 23) I will fear no evil, for you are with me.

We are in times, where the most important things that matter is love and time, because we can't get it back. God is on a mission and he wants to make sure, that we keep our eyes on him and this Global mission of truth and light. We all are made equal, flesh of Gods flesh, and of his blood.

Let us Rejoice and praise the lord, and be ready for assignment, and be ready for Gods blessings, and for the pain that we may endure, it falls on the will of the lord, for what God has in store for us in heaven is far greater than what we can see.. God bless us all.



This is my dedication for the Angels of 911



"Dedication to 911" Written: By April Nicole

Wow, nine years ago, God brought new angles to heaven
The images on my TV screen still saddens me so deeply
The smoke and dust of burning buildings
The cries of souls being taken just because of hate and Osama teachings

Today marks the day our country stood still
The pain of the lost still hasn't completely healed
It never really made any sense
That cowards would hi jack planes and torture with ice picks
Knowing that they would kill for a man that preached Hate
Sacrificing human lives at the cost of a place
They know nothing about, believing in a man that lives in a cave,
What sense did this all make?

Twin towers we miss you, my time spent in New York was a dream come true
The Pentagon lost amazing people, real heroes that knew they always had a job to do
Our fire fighters how courageous you were, the standing of the "our flag" marked the beauty
behind the fathers, and sons, that really dedicated their lives to protect their fellow man

I cry some times, just the thought of the flights, people who had to call their
love ones just to say good bye,
God entered their space, to allow them to feel his amazing Grace
Believers knew this was not the end, their family would one day re-unite with them
In the kingdom of Gods Eternal den

Even though this is the hardest day,
We will always bow our heads and pray
" Father God please protect us, and give us our daily bread"
" Let no man, go to bed with out having any regrets"
"We never no when we have to say good bye"
" If I died tomorrow, I know a better place is in the skies"


( I hope, that each and everyone of us, take the time, to reach out to family and friends, and just make sure you let them know how much you love them. Life is so precious and every moment counts, be thankful for all you have, the beauty of life is not the materialistic things, it's the moments you spend doing all God great things")

I enjoyed writing this poem, it came from my soul, I salute each and every soul, that was taken on this day, for I know, this is the day, Our good lord called you home.

" We love you our 911 angels"

09/11/2001 ( Never forgotten)

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Surrender, Let Go and Welcome Change

How many of us can relate to holding on to things that we no longer need, or can use any more. We get so comfortable with having it, that we are afraid to let it go. Until it happens, God decides to take it away, because it hinders you to move forward.

This season that we are now entering God is saying, Surrender your ways, and Gravitate toward my way, and allow your life to be changed.

The minute that we assume control, God allows us to set out and once we realise that we can't do it alone, the father is waiting with open arms to bring you back home to him.

We just need to let Go, and Trust that the father is at work to bring you back and restore you in his light and his will, for he has already ordained your life, it's just time for you to identify his route and not your own.

As, we surrender and let go of the things and the people, that are not storing the adequate fruits we then begin to manifest the right types of fruit that the lord wants you to have.

If you want to loose weight,you can't expect to keep eating KFC everyday, if you want to get married, you can't expect to meet your husband in the house, what I am saying is that " Faith without works is dead" and when we hold on to the things that brings us no Glory to ourselves or God, then you are living the lies of Satan, and we know that he is liar.

Let Go of the things that do not bring you any Joy or that's not shifting you higher, don't be afraid to step out, when you are pressing forward, you allow God to take you to place that you would've never expected.

You are called and appointed to do Greatness, you just have to believe that it is manifesting, don't get caught up on what you don't have, Get caught up with what you do have, and what you do have is " GOD" and he said in his word, that he will never forsake you!

Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is Love & Time

God be the Glory!!

Be Ready for the Miracle, God is going to open up his gates of Heaven and bestow a blessing upon you, many of us are getting ready to be placed in such an abundant way of life, and this prosperity is to help others, so much is in store, and the call is clear, answer and receive your blessing, when God knows the desires of our hearts he will manifest it. I am telling you don't be surpised on what the lord is about to bring your way, it's bigger than what you expect, we don't serve a small God, so don't expect God to serve you a small blessing.


SmartDiva



Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Global Mission Of Hope

When God places a vision on your heart, and you ask yourself, How can I do this? You start not only trusting what the lord has placed on your heart, you start seeing it manifest.

This month is very significant for me, because over 3 months ago, the lord placed on my spirit, that it was time that I placed my own desires to the side, and fulfilled a Global Mission for him, that would bring his children closer to him in the same way, that many Angels came to me to help me on my own self discovery of not only me, but knowing that I am a child of God.

When we begin to grow and allow God to show us the beauty in the gifts and talents that he has given us, we then tap into something that takes us to our destiny. The time that we have here on this planet is so very small, God is shifting this planet, and more than ever people are waking up to the real truth of what it means to place your fellow man before yourself.

For many this new journey will be one that will shift you out of your comfort zone, because when God needs to place you some where, he will move you, and in that process he is taking you higher, Just trust him.

We are getting ready to manifest Greatness once again, these times that are coming will be one for your advancement Just allow God to have his way.

I am so excited to teach principles that have helped me change my life, and nothing at this moment I care to do, but to teach people how to live their lives free from the bondage of this world.

People all over the world are waking up to the real value of life, and that Value is of light and Truth and more than ever, we are not able to run from the " truth" God is correcting time, and he is giving us back what we think we lost, we are being restored to " BEAUTIFUL"

This new season that is before us is one of True Beauty of serving, and enjoying the new places God is taking us. We have to keep Hope alive it's so very true, faith is in the now, and Hope is for the future.

See, with Hope we can weather any storm, we can block any fear and worries that intercede our spirit. See Hope is in the unseen, because we trust what the father has promised us, and the days ahead will be greater and lifted.

Be Ready and Receptive to the God change, start watching how people around you, will start changing and waking up, watch God open up the clouds and bring things that you thought you lost back to you,

God is restoring and healing relationships, and most of all he is propelling you, to your Global Mission. It's no longer about what you want to do, it's about what God expects of you, and that is to humble yourselves, and loose your own wants and desires, and climb on board with him to eternal new beginnings, I am just a vessel and I am here to place his message very clear

Step to the side, and loose your self, and find the ways of God and watch the door of plenty of opportunities for you to be blessed in only the ways, that God can do, and that my friends is true Greatness.

Remember the most valuable thing we have in this life is love & time

Live every day as though it is the last, and be a blessing to others, and watch your life change.


I love you and so does God!

Smart Diva



Saturday, August 14, 2010

Full Circle Of Love

August is a very significant month for me in every way. The trust in the father is truly of the divine. When God places a promise on our heart, he is going to do it, just don't be surprised if it doesn't happen in your time.

When we think that God has closed a door, sometimes he says just not right now. I have learned when I try to make things on my own clock, God says oooooooooh no! you have to wait for me.

I am so elated to write this blog, because as I speak God is in full control, giving back to his children what we think we lost. See, when you really set out and do this walk with God, you may begin to see so many dramatic changes in your life, people may go away, your mind starts changing, your spirit takes on a new you, and most of all you discover " life" and the importance of it.

This is such a great time in the lives of Gods children, people are wanting to start changing their lives,because what we think we wanted and needed is no longer. The value of life starts to form and then is when we get it, that all we need and want is not from the world, it's from God.

See, God brings us back full circle within our destiny, many of us will try and run, and go ahead of God, and trust me, he will let you move, but when he gets ready to bring you back, that's when you know truly the lord is real.

For so many of us, we are now completing chapters in our books of life, and all that once was lost is now found.

I am reminded daily on how God loves each and everyone one of us, and he wants the best for us, but we have to know that we are worthy of his love, and what he has in store.

Obstacles and challenges happen daily, that is when the faith starts to show up and show out. This will be a great closing of the summer, God is taking us to another level, and most of all the purpose of your life is coming to you full circle.

When God knows the desires of hearts and the his will for our life he brings about a miracle to happen, because deep down, at the end of this existence God wants us to complete the mission of serving him.

Marriages are in store, and many of them will come very fast including my own, I trust God, that who he chose is better than my own choice. This man is chosen by God, and he is ready to do this walk, there is no more wasting time. Prayer and Love awakened him, because of no longer wanting to drift without the love of God and his soul mate. God will bring us to the stop of humility and surrender to face the harsh realities that it's only Gods way.

I thank you God for all of the new changes in my life, and the life of your children. All honor and praise is to you and the love of you son, you have brought many of us to this place of wholeness, and it's through your unconditional love, you give too us even when it feels we are not deserving of it.

Silence speaks so loud when it's you God. The promise that you give to us, comes around full circle in love and for that we all are so grateful.

I am looking forward too this major change in my life, and I know the other half of me is my complete, because you showed me and that's how I know.


Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is Love & Time


Get ready for Gods unexpected surprise, it is coming, and this will explain why he does what he does. Faith, Hope and Trust...Gods way!!

Smart Diva


Sunday, August 8, 2010

Blessings From God!

This blog is so special for me to write this week, because for the past three days the lord has brought out his children to deliver his word for all ears to hear.

My church has been celebarting it's sixty sixth year, and that is truly a blessing. When the lord touches a place and puts his annointance upon it, we must be ready for all the miracles that will follow.

This weekend, I have learned so much, and the one thing, that the lord constantly reminds me, nothing is too big for him!!! We must stand on his promise that his will be done.

I am so proud too be a woman of God, and I am privledge that the lord saved a wretch like me, I once was lost but now I am found, ( as the song goes) See, when the father gets ready to move his children and call then to his purpose, we must be ready, because that call can come at anytime, for the lord it's always on his time, and not of our own.

This time that we are in, God is correcting time for his children, if you had given up on a dream it's time to be resurrected, if you given up on a marriage, it's getting ready to be resurrected, if you have given up on hope, God is getting ready to secure your future.

See, many people wish too get things without doing work, see the lord want's you to be down on bended knee and within the spirit he wants to feel your heart, and for you to confess to him all trhat you have done wrong, and repent and pick up your cross and follow him.

The greatest gift that we shall receive when this work on this earth is done, we will; be able too see the lords face and here him say, Thank you Child, you honored me!! You did not let the temptations of the world hinder your walk with me. You prayed for my children and you blessed them with your Grace, and now I shall reward you with eternity in my kingdom, job well done, my humble and faithful servant.

In order to get a blessing you have to believe and truly confess that God is real, people this new season of God light is going to bring about such a great new time of Joy, healing, restoration, peace, self fulfillment, and most of all " wholeness" that you can't get any where elese, but from God, are you ready?

If you want to see your blessings flow, Let Go and Let God, asked God what is you want, tell him what you need, Take his word back too him, live your life obedient to his word. Speak greatness over your life and some one else's and make sure most of all you honor and obey what the holy spirit leads you too do.


As I type these words, I feel the holy spirit on these keys, our lives are about to change and it's for greatness, I decree that what the lord is about to do for you, you would not be able to believe. He wants to shift you higher.

If you are in the midst of a storm, grab hold of the umbrella of the gospel and allow it too cover you, and protect for the lord is bringing the rainbow of divine and pro found change, This change is one for your elevation. Don't be afraid of how big the miracle is, be grateful that God is answering, nothing and no one is bigger than our lord, and when he shifts his children higher, it's because he knows what you need to set out and do his work.


Enjoy this month, it is the start of the new birth, and be ready for all the greatness too come, for what we are getting ready to recieve I am in total awe, there is never a promise that lord can't fulfil, he is able! We serve an awesome God!


Remember, the most valuable thing we have in this life is Love and Time!


Your time is now, and the lord is wanting to restore back all you lost, and give you back better.


One Love One Blood shed for you and me!

Smart Diva


Sunday, August 1, 2010

Are you Ready For The Miracle?

This is the start to a whole new month, and it's slowly approaching to the close of summer and hello Fall.

Well, last month we were honoring the 7 month ( July. Completion) now this month we are saluting August, the 8Th month on the calender, and the significance in the number 8 it's the start of "new beginnings"


We are embarking on greater seasons in our lives, and God is taking all of his children to a whole new level, and I sure hope that all of you are ready for the miracle.

See, so many people choose not to believe that all you could think or want or need is granted to you, because the father knows and sees all. When it's in the alignment to his will, he grants us the miracle.


When we choose to follow the ways of God, he takes us to a level that is much higher than we could be able to understand.

The key to the miracle is in the obedience combined with Faith, you then allow God to bring you into the world of opportunities.

I love spending time with God daily, in each and everyday, God is orchestrating something so powerful.

I trust that God is always working in the lives of his children and bringing to the light all that we desire and lies dormant in our hearts.


The season that we are in is one of completion of light and truth. Trust that all you have ever thought about is coming to past.

I am so excited to write about this, as I am writing these words, I feel the holy spirit leading me too share with all of you the message that God has placed on my spirit on the dawn of a new day.


Do not be surprised if you start to getting huge blessings out of no where, or your true love comes back around, or you get that promotion that you wanted. Nothing is too big for God, and that is the truth, the messiah is wanting all of you to be ready, and look at the time that these are coming to past. You may not be where you want to be, but God has you where he wants you too be.

Stand on the promise, that all is coming to past, the devil never took because God never gave it.

We decree that the new beginning is now, this will be a month of elevation, Love is here, light has prevailed and the miracle has just begone..


Thank you God for all that you give too us, and the love you have for us. We are greater because you allow us to live in Joy and for that we are ever so grateful.


Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is love and time.


God bless all of you, and be ready for the miracle..


One Love One Blood shed for you and me (:


Smart Diva

Sunday, July 25, 2010

" You Complete Me"

When I think about the love of another within the manifestation of Gods creation, I become floored in what God brings too us when he fulfills the desires of the heart.

In modern day culture we have so many levels of what people call " LOVE" however many people, still haven't any clue about the sacred word it's self.

With the filth of Reality Tv, and the confusion with celebrities who have extra-marital affairs as though they are eating a variety of pink berry, people tend to loose focus on what having a soul mate is really about.

This is the season of a change, and not just any change, it's one that God is fulfilling the desires and giving the awakening of love, purpose, and completeness.


When we are in tune within the love of God, he brings to us the connections that we put out by the energy of the likeness of God.

When someone completes you, they are they other half of you, they bring a sense of closure of the heart, that is not worldly it's eternal.

Love is a word, that defines something that is un-conditional it's not selfish , it's not prideful and it's not boastful it just is pure and simple it's "Love" so unspoken.


Many marriages, are in season, and people are getting the granted wish of the father, however we must discern the desires from the wants, from what it is that God wants and desires for his children.

I will complete this blog in dedication to my Drums:

For the love I have for you goes deeper than the eyes I can see. God sent you back around to me, so we could fulfill our destiny.

I love you for you your spirit and the act of kindness that you demonstrate. We have always known that God connection that he gives too is deeper than what we could see.

You complete me in words that are so un-spoken and in that fulfillment you cater to desires that are not in pyhsical form, that is who we use to be, now we are the connection of the divine.

We are getting ready to start on a new season, and all that was placed in the universe is now arriving. This will not be easy, but God has control through the essence of our love.

The spirit of our hearts, will allow us to go out and set sail on the mission trips the lord is calling us to do. The Revelations are already in season, and many will not understand, but when the lord calls us we must submit and obey.

How I love thee let me count the ways, well in this case there is only one " DESTINY"

God bless all of you, and enjoy this season of perfection..for the lord is taking us to a whole new level to do his will. Stay encouraged and keep the faith, and don't doubt what the lord tells you, just obey.

Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is LOVE & TIME!!

God bless all of you, and I can't wait to share with you the unfoldment in love and career it's all for God.


Thy will be done.


Smart Diva

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Love Turns Into Awakening

One of the greatest gift God gave to mankind was " LOVE" and he gave it too us so we could be better disciples for the world, and live in away that honors the sacrifice of his only begotten son.

This month for me is very sacred it is the Seventh month of the year which a great biblical significance since the 7 represents the completion. When I set out too write this blog I was making sure that all that is well within my soul is manifesting itself in the words that I will type.

Love is such a powerful source, that it can change anything and anyone especially when it's in the alignment with prayer. Most of us when we are learning to love we are shown by what we see when we are around the people that teach us, the scary part about that is the fact some people grow up with a very worldly view on the word.

When I discovered the art of " unconditional" love I set out on a discovery of who I was and what the word really meant too me.. Before I had met love in 2004 I had been drifting in a false since of reality of what the word meant. It wasn't until God introduced me to this dynamic that my life for the first time, turned into a value of understanding not just who I was, but in the understanding of who the other person was.

In life God allows people to enter our lives to teach us something that is missing, we begin to understand that as we set out to grow and to travel within this spectrum of life, we start to gravitate toward who and what we are like. It's in that energy form that we get what we set out to attain based on what we have been conditioned too.

In 2001 my heart was lead to a being of escape and fun this person was a drum beat to who my sense of living fell into a shift of love. This love was of something higher than a comfort of bodies, it was deeper than tranquil waters it was soothing like a island of waves.

When we were together it was a completeness that we brought to one another that was deeper than just the physical it was spiritual. We realized that when we were together we brought out something that was of the divine, it was from God.

As the years have passed, we have studied and found out why we have been connected to one another and it has been because of a spiritual awakening..When God wants us to wake up, he brings us the people that we need, too help us grow.

When we are walking in darkness, God can look into our hearts and see the battles that go on well within our soul and he helps us achieve that level awakening, when someone takes the time too love us the way Jesus loved.

When God brings two people together he aligns us for the greater good of the world, especially when you have two people who share the same common goal, and that is too help change the world.

When I think about my life, I am so happy with all of the people I have met on this journey, I am happy that God brought love into my life, because it's such a great feeling to love people in such a way that it brings Joy to your heart when they awaken to the real meaning of life.

I am anticipating the next chapter in my life, God is awakeing the other half of me, and him and I will go out and continue to make disciples of Gods children through our testimony.

The best feeling in the world is when you have all of that Faith combined with Gods confirmation in his path for your life. Learn to be still and trust God, and listen that small voice that lies within all of us. Trust the process of the time that God places us together with the one he has chosen.

Awaken to the realities of life in the being of just that "being" When you have truly met the one, it becomes so unspoken because it just is. Nothing comes easy, it comes with time and patience and most of all " trust" When God gives you a vision he gives you insight to ones destiny.. As you embark on this new path of discovery there is where you will find the awakening and the soul growth within.


Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is LOVE & TIME


Decree that the dreams and the desires of the heart is alive and well. For what the lord is doing you would have never dreamed it could happen too you. God is getting ready to shift us higher and make the impossible possible.

Receive your blessing it's coming. God thank you for my drums and may the love you have for both of us, it will allow us to go out and help those people that we use to be, when I see him..I see your son in his eyes. I will never forget that day, when he came to take me back home, I knew in that moment, when he blew the kiss from the window, he would be the man I would marry just not in my time, but in yours.



I love you and so does God


Smart Diva


Sunday, July 11, 2010

Best Friends to Marriage

As, I started to write this blog, I wanted to make sure that all I needed to say, would come out and be understood in the way the lord placed it on my spirit.

The biggest mistake that most people make when wanting to find love, they fail to understand that in order to find love, you have to find yourself. Many,people choose to allow the world to tell them when and how they are suppose to find the "one".

That's just it, with God there is no time, it's only his time. See, the times we are living in now, everyone want to rush ahead of God, and the thing about God, he want stop you, he will allow you to make the mistake, because it's another gained experience.

When I go back into my past, and I think about how I wanted to move fast and not discern in what the lord was telling me, I realized that had If I truly had my way, I would be miserable because that person I chose God did not choose for me.

God has away of giving us something better, beyond our own expectations, however we have to be obedient in the knowing that what God has in store is greater than what we want.

Real love takes time, anything that comes easy, has no real investment, especially when it comes to Marriage, that is not something that should be taken lightly.

When we seek our partners, we find ourselves in our other half and most of all you find your soul mate or as I say the God Mate. Honor God first of all. That person should be your best friend. That establishes all the key ingredients 1) TRUST. HONESTY.LOYALTY.SINCERITY.COMPROMISE.SELF LESS LOVE. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. COMMUNICATION.UNDERSTANDING. MOST OF ALL " PATIENCE"

These are the well established components that are needed to build something of value with someone that you are wanting to marry.

This is going to be a very powerful season for so many, and their will be lessons and their will be mistakes, if we lean on our own understanding.

Trust God, and be sure that you, are truly in alignment to his will and not our own. When you go before God, you alter what it is God has in store for you.

Love is the key ingredient to the wholeness and the completion of what God wants for your life.

Don't hurry anything in life, take it all in, and enjoy the growing together and the learning together, because when you know, that you have truly found the one, you will realize the time it took for it to really grow was a time of discovering not only your partner, but also you.


Keep God first place always, and remember the most valuable thing we have in life is love and time.

God is taking us all to a new level, watch out for unexpected blessings. Trust God always, remember we may want something right away, but God may not.


God bless all of you, and be sure God is leading in all decision making.

Smart Diva

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Destined Love

This is the month of "love" and I know for most of you, you are probably thinking that February is the month of love,however the lord has placed on my spirit, that it's time to speak about finding and knowing when God has placed your soul mate right in front of you.

This definition of the word soul mate is given to me by my "drums" This man is very special to me, and the love that I have in my spirit for him, goes way deeper than the desires of this world it's something that is unspoken it's just a connection of divinity.

Drums: a soul mate is someone that completes you.. Both our physical attractions, emotional, and spiritual... one that shares same goals and values. a best friend... Bonnie and Clyde!!! Romeo and Juliet, Marc Anthony and Cleopatra!


Wikipedia: •A soul mate is somebody with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality, and/or compatibility.

As I start to write this blog so many emotions come to play, because God is doing something so pro-found in this season for his children. God is correcting time, and he is allowing us to see the destiny that he has in store for his children who are obedient.

I have learned that the things that we may want, may not be what God wants for us, we are now waking up and discovering who we are, and in doing so we are aligning ourselves to the path that God has chosen for us.

Love is one of the strongest forces that God has given too us, however it is not until you have a personal relationship with God and then and only then are you able to see and know that the soul mate that God has chosen for you is truly the other half of you.

For as long as I could remember I have loved the idea of love, and not just the melodramatics of TV I am speaking of the true soul connection of another.

See, when we find that person that ignites a spiritual connection to the core of our spirit we are then able too see the light house that has always been there, but when we removed the dark lens of the world, we are then too see a clear view of what has been waiting for us all along.

Love was the driving force too my true awakening, in life we see the out come of the decisions that we make, and sometimes we are not happy about those decisions, but when God is leading the race it gets far deeper than what we are able too see.

When we learn to love ourselves the way Jesus loves, God then connects us to the destiny of our evolution.

This is a very significant time for so many of us, because God is moving very fast to connect us with one another in only ways he could do.It's time for us to join together and bring love back across this Globe.

Not, only that..we are also obtaining true love in the process, when you are able to have a solid spiritual connection to another, it far exceeds anything you could have imagined.

Before this month ends, I will truly have a great surprise in my own love life to share with you, when you know when God has given you your soul mate, you just know, it's so complete...

Be ready for the new and embrace what God gives too you, expect miracles, and answered prayers, so much is in store for all of us, keep faith, hope, and believe and see who and what God brings to you...It's going to shock you, This is a message well within my soul.

Remember love and time is what we have, and with that we can conquer anything..

I love you and so does God.


Smart Diva


Monday, June 28, 2010

Chris Brown & Michael Jackson

Wow! What a way to end my blog this month. This month has been about honoring the late great Michael Jackson. As, we celebrated Michael's life all around the world, the one thing that we all can agree too, is Michael Jackson can never ever be replaced, he was one of a kind! hands down, and his light that he has left for the world will forever shine.

When, we look at how Michael Jackson paved the way for so many of the new and veteran performers such as, Chris Brown, Usher, Ne-yo, Beyonce and the list goes on and on, we know that Michael had an innate ability to come out and set the stage of fire with just his presence alone.. This man was cut from such a different cord that as we grow and evolve as a planet, we will really be able to see the prophetic message that God gave to him to come to a world and inspire us in only ways that Jesus could do.

Last night, something so monumental happened at the BET awards we got to the see the come back return of one of the hottest dancers in this generation ( Chris Brown) it's pretty ironic, how at the height of his career success, he was now in the media with such a heavy price to pay on having too much success, and it brought him to an all time low. None, of us will excuse the fact of what he did to Rhianna, however it is not our place to judge nor condemn anyone, none of us fall short in our own sins, and when God sacrificed his only begotten son for us, it was our free will and choice to make sure that we come to the lord and Repent.

As, I continue to watch this performance of Chris brown and what an awe inspiring tribute that he gave to Michael, I stay in tears, because Michael left us last year, at the time that Chris Brown had these horrific charges against him, and all in all, Michael still helped this kid comeback, by using his music to shed light on the fact, that just because we may mess up in life, who are we to judge? I know, that Man in The Mirror was a hard song for Chris Brown to sing, not lyrically, but because this song is a humbling song for so many people, when you realize that it is time to make a change.

Writing this blog today, I feel such a compete joy and peace, and that is based on the fact, that I know that the message is truly clear, and if you looked into the eyes of Chris Brown you are able to see that when the lord has taken you back from the pit of darkness and you awakened to the greater truth of knowing that without the lord we have nothing.

We can choose to repent and fall on our knees and humble ourselves and allow the lord to show us that he had forgiven us,we can walk with our heads held up high.

Life is too short to live it in condemnation,we must help those who have been hurt along the way, and show them the greatest gift known to man and that is "LOVE" Michael Jackson said it correctly in " Child hood" before you judge me, take time to know me, Look within your heart than ask"

I would just like to close this blog with saying, God has a huge blessing in store for all of his children, he is blessing us in ways that we could have never imagined.

It's time for all of us to do our part and make this world a better place, use your gifts and talents and become beacons of light and hope...It doesn't matter where you start it's about how you end, and let's all end this race by meeting the father in the eternal kingdom.

Michael Jackson, thank you for blessing us with 50 years of you, all will never ever be forgotten, I know deep in my spirit that you live deeply in the hearts of all of us, and people don't be surprised if you start seeing major miracles happening, and meeting people that you never thought you would meet... What's not possible with man, is possible with God.

Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is love and time...

Remember that I love you and so does God!!

( Next month is all about Love, July is going to be HOT, HOT!! So much will happen just wait and see, God is stepping up and showing out!!)

God Bless us all

Smart Diva


Sunday, June 20, 2010

Michael Jackson ( This Is It)

This has to be the hardest blog for me to write, because as I go back too this day last year, 06/20/2009 I just remember celebrating my re-dedication with the lord on June 7Th, and I would've never imagined that 18 days later, all will be mourning the lost of our dear Michael Jackson.

It's funny, because today of all days, I am bothered with a foot pain, but I always say that God makes us still when he has something to tell us to when he is getting ready to elevate us to a higher place.

I remember that day so perfectly, 06/25/2009 I was heading to this job that I had been working at for a couple of weeks, until I realized that place was compromising my integrity and I chose to leave it. So, here I am getting of the bus, and I get a call from my sister, and she asked me had I heard the news that Michael Jackson had been rushed to the hospital, and that Internet was saying he had died.

All, I could think was NAH, that's just another media hoaxed, and I just kept going to get my final check. Then as I enter that building, I could feel myself being hollow, and then as I entered, I could see my co-workers, and they were crying and said did you hear? Michael Jackson died! ( Pause, crying)

This is very hard for me to write because on this day, it felt like the earth stood still, my stomach felt so empty, and my heart filled with pain, the man who song the man in the mirror had past away.

When, I got home I remember watching the news, and people already out on the streets, blasting his music and dancing and celebrating the life of the KING OF POP.

Never, did I question why God took him from us, because for all of Michael's true fans, he was dead already in 1993 when the first allegations of molestation had surfaced.

The media took something that he loved so much, and used it to hurt him. Michael Jackson, is more and was more than a entertainer, he was an ambassador of hope to the world, he inspired and continues to inspire people with his music, more than ever people are seeing the importance of what it means to have a child's heart.

When the music circuit started to play "THIS IS IT" I smiled so hard, because Michael deep down someone where in his soul, felt as though this would be his final performance, because God had a new stage for him to perform on, and the beauty of the kingdom stage, it doesn't matter if you're black or white, in heaven we all our souls of the divine.


As, we begin to count down the days to this painful day, we will rejoice on 06/25/2010 because we really know, who Michael Jackson, was..


Dear Michael,

Even though you left us too soon, you left us with so much and many great memories of you. We know that your heart was pure, how sad it is that people judged you, because they don't or didn't know how it is to have a child's heart.

Thank you, for all this year how you have blessed so many of us, to continue to seek your will in all that we do. Many, of us know how it feels to be unique and judged because of being a little different, but at the end, we earned another Angel.

I miss you seeing you on TV and the anticipation of hearing your name being called, for either the MTV, BET, awards, however we know for every show your essence is there.

Michael, I pray for your family daily, your mom and dad, your sisters and brothers, and most of all your kids. See, we fail to understand that when you died, your family lost you, but through your lost they still honor your name.


I wait for the day and the opportunity, that I can interview one of your siblings, or hopefully your mom, so I could tell her, the special memoir that I have in dedication to her dear Michael.

Thank you for leaving us with so many great lyrics, and giving us hope and inspiration in going out and making this world a better place.

I love you, and so many of your real fans, and as we celebrate that day, the day a new Angel arrived in heaven, we know that you are still moon walking and smiling and making sure that all of us continue to fulfil our destiny's and doing our part to the heal the world.

You were right, God chose you to be a beacon of light to this world, and we will forever honor and keep your legacy alive,


God bless you Michael, and we love you now and forever more.


April


I hope all of you, have enjoyed my blog for the month dedicated to Michael, the best is yet to come, the launch of the live April's My Real Talk Love ( youtube) it will be dedicated to MJ!!!


This has been so wonderful, and to all of the MJ fans lets keep healing the world..PEACE AND LOVE IS WHAT WE NEED TO BRING BACK, TO LET GOD KNOW, THAT HIS SON DID NOT DIE ON THAT CROSS FOR NOTHING..

Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is LOVE AND TIME!!


I love you and so does God!





Smart Diva ( Enjoy this video, directed by Spike Lee) GREAT JOB!!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Karate Kid & Michael Jackson

Ok, so I know by now many of you are wondering what does Michael and the Karate Kid have in common. Well, first and foremost if you have not gone and seen this movie you are missing something amazing. Jaden Smith is a natural he is a great combination of Will and Jada Smith, this kid lights up the screen with Method acting, comedic charm like his dad, and a presence that gets young children's Adrenalin flowing wanting to be the next big child hit in Hollywood.

This a remake like no other, they took such a mega hit, and made it even bigger. I think the world is ready for many sequels to follow with Jaden leading the way!!!!

As, I watched this movie it made me think about all the young kids around the world, that get picked on all the time, how ever these stories most of the time they don't end with a fairy tell ending. This movie high lights something that is happening in this world and that is child hood teasing. I thought it was only fitting to merge this great movie with my Blog on Michael Jackson, after all Michael loved children because he could relate to being that little lonely child, that grew up and started to look different, and its funny because children didn't pick on Michael adults did.

Michael Jackson was such a great icon for generations to come, even though he was different people judged him based on him not being what people wanted him to be.

I love Michael so very much, because he loved people, and most of all he cared about children, and it's time that all of us do our part and help these kids, see we are allowing these Miley Cyrus, and ICarly and all these video games and PC to help teach our kids, or most of these kids are hiding behind these things because deep down these children are either being bullied, or the parents are just to busy to focus on them.

Michael Jackson stated that no one grows up to be bad, it's just kids need love and now more than ever this generation needs it.


I am so happy to be able to write, and use my voice to help bring light to our world, we may have lost Michael Jackson but we gained a lifetime of his musical and inspiring music and dance moves.

Next Friday will be such a day to honor the man who meant so much to many children, because we all have had a childhood and we know how hard it is to fit in, but when follow the will of God it teaches us just how very beautiful and wanted we all really are.

God bless us all, and let's keep focusing on making the world a better place for us all and even more Gods children.


Remember the most Valuable thing we have in life is love and time


Peace and Blessings

One Love One Blood Shed for you and me!!

Smart Diva




Monday, June 7, 2010

Scream( Michael Jackson)

As it gets closer and closer to the the anniversary of the truly legendary never will be forgotten, always will be the King of Pop Sir ( Michael Jackson) I wanted to make sure that I highlighted the most influential music and talents of someone who was placed on this earth to do greatness which was ACCOMPLISHED.

When I look back at all of the music, MJ left us with it so easy to see that he truly was light to this world. Many people who come from a place of love and compassion we understand the legacy that Michael has left. See when God has a purpose and a mission in our lives, he uses the most amazing talents and trials to sharpen us, because at the end of the day, if one persons life has been changed because of you, you have already fulfilled a legacy.

For Michael many people continue to shower out love, and they are moving faster than ever to help make a change on this planet. Like myself and many others, it's not about chasing money. or fast cars, and beautiful people, and materialism it's about making an impact. Because you can't write a check to get to Heaven, but God can sure go through the book of life and look at those who lives you touched and say "JOB WELL DONE, GOOD STEWARD OF MINE".


This next song I want to talk about Michael wrote because people wanted to paint this image of him, that he was some sort of freakish pervert because he loved children, and the irony of this is that they could only use the one thing he loved the most, because he himself had a child's heart. If most people take the time and get back to protecting the children we would have less, childhood obesity, criminals, and prostitution rings, because kids would be able to grow up knowing that they are loved.

Scream is just one of the greatest hits that MJ came up with and read his lyrics and listen to what he was trying to say,, you can tell that this man had prophetic and influential lyrics that made you think.


This is one of my favorite verses from the song "SCREAM"

(Peek in the shadow
Come into the light
You tell me I’m wrong
Then you better prove you’re right
You’re sellin’ out souls but
I care about mine
I’ve got to get stronger
And I won’t give up the fight) ( JUST POWERFUL)



See, when we lie, cheat, steal, fornicate, have envy, jealousy in our hearts, we sell our souls to the devil.

It's time that we bring back hope, and faith, and trust, and loyalty, and compassion and most of all "prayer" people we need to stay prayed up, get out of your comfort zones and start making a difference. What matters here on earth will not matter in the kingdom of heaven, we have one time to get it right.


Michael I just want to thank you, for all that you did and continue to do, as I honor you and praise you, we continue to defend you, even though we already your battle has been WON. The father used your bruises to help so many generations discover the little Michael that lives in us all, You were the light and you still are the light, and I know that you are helping so many of us, to use our talents to set out and help this planet.


God thank you for Michael, and for my life, and what a perfect day to celebrate My Latest Blog on Michael and my one year anniversary of my rededication of giving my life back over to you,


It does make me want to "SCREAM" Hallelujah, Jesus set me Free and our dear Michael Jackson..WE LOVE YOU NOW, AND FOREVER MORE...

ENJOY THIS VIDEO!!


Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is love and time (:


I love you and so does God!

One Love One Blood Shed for you and me (:



Monday, May 31, 2010

Child's Heart ( Michael Jackson)

This is the month that is the most sacred to me in so many ways. It will be a year ago on June 7th that I re-dedicated my life back over to God. As, I sit here at the PC, so many thoughts come to my mind, I would have never thought that 18 days later last year, we would be grieving over the lost of the late and GREAT SIR MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON. It's almost surreal to think as I was celebrating a new birth, Michael was getting ready to celebrate his legacy in the eternal kingdom.


Many of us, that love Michael we still grieve everyday, but for all of us, who knew this mans soul we continue to honor his legacy. When God created Michael Jackson, he knew he would have all the ingredients he needed to be something that we had never seen before. He was blessed with a voice of an Angel, he had moves that only Jesus limbs could have, and he had a smile and an innocence that lit up any room he entered. A star truly was born.

Writing right now I am in tears, because I never thought I would be telling my own emotions of Michael Jackson, it's hard but yet easy to share how a little Michael lives in so many of us. We have all know how it feels to be judged, to be a Little shy, to be kind- hearted, to be different, but at the end of the day, we know that we all have a " CHILD'S HEART" just like little MJ.


The world was not really ready for Michael, how can one person other than Christ come to a world, and walk and help people, and inspire them to be better, Michael gave children hope, he ministered through his music to children who had cancer, he went to Africa and he held babies that were infected with AIDS and he did it all with a smile on his face, just the way Jesus loved, and for the world to have persecuted such a man, what his enemies did was free him. Michael knew all along, that he would be judged for being different.

I guess that's how those people felt when they pinned Christ to the cross, why would someone go through such humiliation and pain? Little did they know, that those whips and beatings freed so many people.

As, we set out to Honor Michael this month and forever more, I tell all of you that really loved him, to continue to show Christ and Michael their whips and beatings from "man" was not in vain, and we will continue to glorify and honor them in legacy through helping to re-shape this planet, Michael we love you, I know that you walk with many of us, and live in our hearts, and this movement of change is to correct time.

I thank you for your music and your indescribable love and dedication in being a humanitarian and inspiration for so many of us.

This is just the beginning of what I will do to honor your name, I know deep in my spirit I will get to interview one of your siblings, God gives me the vision so very often.

As, we listen to this tune that Michael song on soul train as a teenager, you can see the innoncene and child like character that our little Michael still maintained well into his adult hood..

because he truly had a " Child's Heart"

God bless you MJ!!! WE LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER MORE..

Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is LOVE AND TIME!!!


One Love One Blood SHED FOR YOU AND ME!!

Smart Diva ( April Nicole)

Friday, May 28, 2010

Aprils My Real Talk Love

As, I get ready to do the will of the father, I am so grateful to all of the angels God has brought into my life.

This season is about going into the world and making a difference. God wants us to go out in this world and use the talents and gifts he has given us to go out and make a change.

The change starts with us, and God and his vision for my life is too help bring " HOPE" back to his people..

Feel free to let me know what show topics you would like, these shows are for God and it's coming to the networks and I am so happy and God thy will be done..


Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is love and time..

God bless you,

One Love One Blood shed for you and me(:

Smart Diva


Monday, May 24, 2010

Marriage Vs Sex

This blog is the work for God, it has been placed on my spirit that I need to talk about Marriage Vs Sex, and that is because with all these false illusions of what finding love is all about, with horrible TV shows such as " For The Love of Ray J" "Flavor Of Love "and " Rock Of Love" " I Love New York" and the list goes on and on, This Garbage needs to be stopped. This filth is destroying not only the minds of this generation but also the generation that follows.

I share with people quite often, if you don't have a personal relationship with God and if you are not raised with Solid Christian Values, you will conform with this world, and once you do that you are knocking on Satan's door.

Why has it become so taboo for people to not want to marry? Whoever said marriage ruins things, did not have a positive influence on what Marriage is all about, down below you will find a very profound scripture right out of Genesis.

Gen. 2:18, 21-24

The Lord God said, 'It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him'...and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man's ribs and closed up the place with flesh.
Then the Lord God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. The man said, 'This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called 'woman,' for she was taken out of man.' For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh.


Now, ponder on this scripture and play it back until it hits the core of your soul. See, when we follow Gods way, it allows us to leave the lust and wickedness of the sexual prowess that the devil uses to seduce our minds and our souls. It pains me to think that so many of our younger generation are involving themselves in these sexual acts, and watching these horrible videos with sexual exploitation being out of control.

We are missing the art of true intimacy, the lord has been on my spirit in regards to this message, and for those of you who say who am I ? to speak on this, I have been there in the world. I know how it is just to enjoy and fornicate outside the laws of marriage, Not anymore!!!
( God be the glory ) I enjoy my celibacy it's OK to save yourselves for marriage and treat your body as a temple the way God wanted, just think for a second, if you had 10 sexual partners and your partner has had 10 sexual partners = 20 now let's times that by 10 and by to and the list can go on and on ( forget the math that equals a wide spread epidemic of diseases, cervical cancer, unwarranted pregnancies, and most of HIV.

I am on a move to help promote abstinence to our youth and teenagers until marriage, I am so happy that God is the driving force in my life, the husband God has chosen is a man that is the creation of God..we must bring marriages back, it's ok to be one with one partner. Don't let false doctrines tell you its ok to have multiple sexual partners, it is not!


God wants us to build back unity, the time is now...For those of you who contaminate your minds with porn and illicit sexual material, just think to yourself if that was your son or daughter? Also, when we go before God we will be judged for all we have done.

None of us fall short on having lived a sinless life, but we can all change now, and decide to pick up our crosses and allow God to change our lives.

Many people, who knew me when I was living in the world, I was fun and and wild, but it's when God showed me TRUE LOVE, that I have a new excitement on how I live my life, and knowing that on my wedding day, my husband can be ok, with knowing that my body became Gods temple when God brought me back home to him.


It is time that we must all do apart in making this world a better place to be, and start back by bringing true love and marriage back. Nothing is easy in life but God is true to his word, and he gives us his message that he will never forsake us, and we should not with him either, let's be fruitful and multiply the right way, in marriage and unity.

Down below these are the qualities that men and women should look for in finding a Godly Mate

What Does the Bible Say?
• Wives - demonstrate godly character and quiet inner beauty.
• Husbands - honor their wives and be kind and gentle.
• Husbands and wives are equal partners.
• Husbands - love and sacrifice.
• Wives - submit.


If we all can take on the roles of the bible we will be able to bring back the art of what love and marriage is all about. It's on my spirit that so many marriages are getting ready to take place, and as we allow the vows to penetrate our souls let God do the rest, stay prayerful keep God first place, find a church to serve, and set out and do the will of God and see how high he will take you..

Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is love and time.. Love always and enjoy the time with those you love..


I love you and so does God!!


One Love One Blood shed for you and me (:


Smart Diva

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Destiny

As, I set out to write this blog, so much enters my mind space. I think about all the things and people God have brought into my life, and as I start to realise that God has a way of connecting to our destination, even when the road starts to get bumpy along the way.

In life, as we start to grow and have life experiences, we develop the greater force of " truth and wisdom" I look at my own life, and I see the favor that God has had on it, in so many different ways, growing up I never had the real father around, but I always knew that God was giving me something greater for me, see sometimes we are not given the things we need, because in order for God to use us he must bring us through something so we can help someone else.

Destiny has away of taking us through a maze of self growth and development of character. When, I was in my early twenties, I looked at myself for what I could offer as being the girl that was full of fun, the worlds idea of fun, hey I am putting it out there, because I love to share with people, how God changed my life, and as you get ready to read my book, it will give you the many sides of April, that God chi sled off because he knew I would go out in this world, and help so many young girls, and people to understand that God knows what he is doing far greater than you can see.

When I was living in the world, I allowed myself to be placed in the heart of what the world tells us is right, alcohol, and money, shallowness, ego and parties, deep down that is road straight to darkness, because at the end, when you stand before God he would want to know how you served him, and used your body for his body in Christ. Just ask yourself right now, If God was to come right now, what would he catch you and see you doing? Think about it...How would you like your last moments to be?


I often think about how God used the greatest force to help me change my life, and that was Love, this person who taught me how to love one day will truly see just how his love transformed and opened me up to something so grand, and even though we did not last, his love will forever stay embedded in my heart, and in turn God used him to bring me the man that I will marry he is the other part of me. " Drums took my desperation to elevation, by an act of kindness, and the direction God gave him to give to me. Heart of an Angel mind of a deep musical poet, flows in seams of the "seed" God gave to him to help continue to steer him in closeness to spirtitual growth.


Love can never be altered no matter how long it may take,patience and truth is what God gives to us, when he is getting ready to take us higher.

Your Destiny is gods plan for your life, and it can't be altered what will be already is, the world just waits for us to surrender and allow God to have his way.

As, we begin to embark on this next season, your destiny will be fulfilled, all the promises God has layed on your heart is getting ready to take off, God is a true God and he waits for us to trust, rely and obey his leading..You have the divine connection to him, and his holy spirit.

Don't listen to the lies of satan, see when God gives us an obstacle he already knows we are his children and what satan thinks he uses for his gain God allows him to test us, because he knows who we are.


Destiny is coming and it will move fast, act and be ready and allow the spirit to give you what you deserve. Don't seek approval from man, go to God..and see what he will give to you, bigger and better than you would have imagined.


Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is love and time, love all that cross your path, and spend time with God and others,and watch what he will do for your life.

I love sharing with all of you, pieces of me...I can't wait to appear on TV and reach many homes, and inspiring them with Gods message of HOPE!! DREAM BIG AND LIVE YOUR LIFE FREE OF JUDGEMENT OF THE WORLD..


I LOVE YOU AND SO DOES GOD...


SMART DIVA