Sunday, August 14, 2011

He Touched Me !



He Touched Me !

"November 2009" waking up from a dream, I remember all to well, that moment I will never forget in my life another three words, that will now bring a greater understanding to what has happened to me.

" Shattered Into Whole" I woke up and I remember asking the lord what does this mean ? He said in spirit " Child I had to break you, to make you whole to me " and now, I have done this your life will never be the same.

It's true, once the Lord grabs a hold of your life, it's never the same. All the old ways of doing things are no longer. You have a strength within you, that is even greater than ones self. You enter into this stage of the knowing that God can and will do the most profound things in your life.

Good enough becomes a map toward discovery that leads to the valley of purpose. You see that the glass is half full and not empty, see in the eyes of the lord when he touches you, all things become possible.

You now live for helping your fellow man, your discernment changes, you see all good and evil inside of people, and you now try and live a life that for some it seems far and away, because now the life you live is not of this world but of the love for God.

You are no longer this leaf just flying by with who ever and what ever, you are a strong man or woman of God and now that this wholeness is through the relationship that you have with God.

See, when most people turn to God, they are brought their by hurt and pain, and no longer in control in the realization " you never was in control" you just chose to follow your ways instead of God. Then it started to unravel and you looked in the mirror and saw the image that was staring back at you his name is " truth" and by meeting truth, you have now unlocked the key to " freedom".

In the motivational counseling that I do and will do for so many in the next few years, I would like to help you become touched by the Lord, to show you as you surrender you will see your life unfold, their will not be the judgment that others will have on you based on their " un truths" they have acquired in their lives of judging. When the lord touches you, you will gather that what is best for the greater good of this existence.

The time is now, when we will begin to see, more people in an awakening stage, and the moment you start asking the lord why ? and how ? that is when you will see the change occur. The lord is asking us to surrender our ways to his and pick up your cross and follow him.

He can touch you any where in your life, you can be driving home from work, you can be at work, you can be in a bar, in a club, you can be in you true moment of despair, and that's when you will feel the hand of God on your heart, and saying " dear child follow me " and that touch will be one that you have never felt before, and once it happens your life will never be the same.

People search a life time to try and find happiness, when the happiness has already been discovered the moment you asked God into your heart. Now, it starts to make sense that all you have ever done, God was along side of you, and he used it all to bring you to this point of total surrender.

In these next few months and years, all of us will feel the touch of God, but few will accept it, we are being called to do greater for works for the Kingdom of God, it's more than just four walls it's a walk that will take you places you never thought you would go. God is using you, and he is taking you outside of the restrictions of the mind.
Follow him, and allow him to direct your steps " For I know the plans I have for you " Jeremiah 29:11

( The moment I started to write this blog, so much came upon my spirit, that who ever took the time to read this, they are at a place of feeling that touch, but still feel as though they have done to much in the world to accept the call. Satan is a liar! There is no truth in him, God chooses ordinary people, to do extraordinary things, the more you trust him and allow him to have his way you will see your life transform.

This is a season of his grace and mercy, the world may be in chaos but God is in " peace" he knows what we need and not what we want, this time here on earth is a fraction of the time that we will have once we embrace eternity )
Remember un expected blessing come at un expected times, always look to see the hands of God outstretched to yours, close your eyes and see !

Remember I love you, and so does God !
April Nicole





Sunday, July 24, 2011

Defeat Satan by the Word of God !

Matthew 4:1-11 (New International Version)

Matthew 4:1-11

New International Version (NIV)

Matthew 4
Jesus Is Tested in the Wilderness
1 Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted[a] by the devil. 2 After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. 3 The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.”

4 Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.’[b]”

5 Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. 6 “If you are the Son of God,” he said, “throw yourself down. For it is written:

“‘He will command his angels concerning you,
and they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.’[c]”

7 Jesus answered him, “It is also written: ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’[d]”

8 Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. 9 “All this I will give you,” he said, “if you will bow down and worship me.”

10 Jesus said to him, “Away from me, Satan! For it is written: ‘Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.’[e]”

11 Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him.


We are Victorious ! : As, I read these scriptures I can see Satan now, thinking he was all that testing the King of Kings our lord and savior, tempting him to resist and follow him, look how stupid satan looked, when all Jesus did to fight him off, is give him the word of God ! ( Away from me Satan ) Truly these simple words, powerful simple words sent that ugly creature away!

Now, for all my brothers and sisters out there, we gotta listen up! Satan is becoming slick on how he picks his prey, see Satan knows how to entice the eyes of the weak, see in order for Satan to even touch Gods children he has to ask for permission from the Father. We give to much credit to the beast, he is a liar and a filthy animal and there is no truth in him. So, we must be vigilant on his tactics and be aware of his strategy, his mission is to kill, steal and destroy. So, the more you know the word of God, you can defeat him! The Victory has already been Won!

So, let us look at some of the ways Satan trick us up: ( The Mind ) Satan, likes to tell you, what you can't do, he likes to put the fear inside of you, that all is going wrong and that you will loose everything. So, what does God Say

The Word:
Deuteronomy 28:1-68 ESV

“And if you faithfully obey the voice of the Lord your God, being careful to do all his commandments that I command you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations of the earth. And all these blessings shall come upon you and overtake you, if you obey the voice of the Lord your God. Blessed shall you be in the city, and blessed shall you be in the field. Blessed shall be the fruit of your womb and the fruit of your ground and the fruit of your cattle, the increase of your herds and the young of your flock. Blessed shall be your basket and your kneading bowl. ..AMEN!


Satan Tactics : ( Lust ) See, Satan likes to through out the spirit of Jezebel to knock you off of you game, I have met so many people, who are mesmerized by the ugly but cunning creature of design. The mission is to destroy you, and leave you in the darkness. Many people get caught up with this spirit because they don't have the word to fight it off. They like to use their bait to place you in their web, this is their bait ( Abandonment issues lines, passive personality disorders, with aggressive tendencies, abuse of ones body through sexual prowess, make babies with them out of wedlock) this is just the name a few, for the men out their be cautious what may look like a butterfly will sting like a bee, so when you see her coming, you better bring your Word out !


What the word says :


Revelation 2:20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols


Satans Tactic ( Money ) Now, all of us can relate to the needing money. However, when you place money as the priority of your life over God, you are giving satan a foot stool to attack you. The lord will always provide for his children, we know that according to the will of God our needs will be met. The world tells you that you need to have a big house, a fancy car, designer bags, expensive jewelry, this worldly list can go on and on. So, when we invite satan in to the laws of our needs you are opening yourself to the attacks. So, when you feel as though the world is taking control over you, you better stop what you are doing and get the word back in position.



The Word Says :

Deuteronomy 28:12
The Lord will open for you His good storehouse, the heavens, to give rain to your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hand; and you shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow. ( Amen )


I just wanted to deliver just some of the tactics that satan is about to use to destroy Gods people, I can write all day on this. We are now being called more tha ever to get the Gospel spread and to break the enemy down, this battle has been has been won ! We have Victory in Jesus, and in the days and weeks and months and years to follow, we will be tested. However we are not to allow satan to destroy us, our rewards are not stored here but in the Kingdom of Heaven, we are the vesels of this light, we must set out and help the next generation reach to the skies and learn the bible.

The world is now teaching this next generation through the Lady Ga,Ga's and the Jay Z's and all this other filth that is covering the media, they don't care about us, it is a mission to destroy. Be careful what you listen too, and who you listen to...If they tell you, heaven is here, their is no hell..Then you better get away. There is a heaven and their is a hell, and for people to say that we are in bad days, well earth looks like the Ritz compared to way Hell is gonna look.

Remember, in all things seek the lords way, don't from the truth.



Seek the way of the Father, this world is temporary. You have free will on the destination.


Be blessed Trust God and Tell Satan he is a liar!


Smart Diva

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Many are Called few are Chosen

When I think about how many times God has placed calls upon his children, and many chose to not answer and they wanted to follow their own way, I think of how God must have been and felt at that moment.

Then, the thought enters my head, that those who are serious about this walk with God, we listen and follow and represent his fruits of the spirit in love.

The lord wants all of his children to hear his voice and follow his lead, many of us have a special place in this world in order to get their we must no longer live our lives in the conditioning of the world and it's lies and propaganda.

See the medias mission is to destroy the mind, and they are doing this through social and broadcast media, we must not support these patterns of mental abuse and follow the word of God his word of truth.

The next few years we will witness historic and monumental things that only God could bring to the forefront and some will be very powerful and profound. We must stay prayed up, if you have no Biblical knowledge or if you have it, and have turned from it, you will follow what the masses throw at you.

Example: The Carmeggedon May 21 End of days

In both these situations you had all the media making people run and be scared and stay locked up in their homes, and this was all over the press, and people buy into it, because it's all they see. However, if all of us agree to put down the remote and grab the word, these things that media and satan throws your way will not affect you.

Do not give the power to what you see! If you do satan will take it and it will break you.

Those of us who have been called to spread the Truth will see how the enemy wants to distract us from the mission, I am not and will not give up on enlightenment for those who are drifting with no hope and in fear of the world. We are world changers and movement makers and we will show the world that Light beats darkness.


So,for us who have been called continue to pick up your cross and walk the walk and show this world that we will not live a life in fear, we will live it in High Praise! Our father is a King!! We are the sons and daughters and the heirs of the throne in the eternal kingdom of our father.

The best is yet to come for us, God is doing a new thing!! He is opening doors for his children who are following in his lead, he is restoring relationships that satan tried to destroy, he is providing jobs that have career advancement for his children! He is providing healthcare for the sick! He is giving you a place that is better than the one you had before!!

See our God is a miracle worker, and he is not through with his children! See where the lord is getting ready to take you, you have NEVER been there before!! This is his Royalty and his stamp to you, that you are worthy!! So remember when you answered that call you placed yourself in the arms of God and he holds his children tight and springs fourth blessings in all things!!


I speak this word on all of you !!

Remember that I love you and so does God!!

One love One blood shed for you and me (:


Mathew 22:14
"For many are invited, but few are chosen."


April Nicole

Monday, July 4, 2011

Shout I am Ready For Change !

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

--Reinhold Niebuhr


I remember that when we were getting ready to enter the season of change when it was being said that Barak Obama was running for president people starting stating " well the world is ready for change " The real meaning behind any type of change, brings about the uncertainty for most people, of what will I expect ?

That's just it, with Change comes about all things new. Recently I have been meeting so many people and talking to friends in regards to this new stage that we are in, especially Gods children who are entering the awakening of the unknown.

It becomes a scary place only when we start to resist the change, for what God has chosen and will decide to do for those who call upon him and love him then trust him will see their lives become transformed greater than anything they could have imagined.

The lord wants to do a new thing and not something that will bring you to a place of doubt and fear, he wants you to trust him and release that doubt and fear and pick up his book of hope.

You will see so much start to happen in your life that is filled with the fruits of the spirit, it's not a bad thing to want to have great things and live a life of purpose and freedom. The dynamic to this truth is when your ways of doing things no longer work! The former things have passed away ! The lord wants and will do a new thing.

All of us have made mistakes, it's not about how many mistakes and bad choices you've made by doing your will, it's about how you have got up and dusted yourself off and said father I trust you.

In life when we start going in a hurry and running instead of walking, we miss the messages along the way " patience" is the center of the change. Without it, you will find yourself spiraling out of control for know reasons, but the fact you are impatient.

I've have learned from a dear friend of mine who so happens to be my soul mate, he said something to me last week that was so true " That when people make hasty decisions they continue to have things go wrong in their life " such a great truth, because when we take our way and decide to it and hold on to the former, you make God out to be wrong, and our father is never wrong he is always right and on time!

So, for most of us that are entering this stage of change get ready you are in for a great ride, Gods children have been called and we are no longer living in the darkness of the fear and of the unknown. We accept and surrender our own desires to the will of God. Once you just say no more of my way and shout to God your way, you will see him open the doors of heaven here on earth and pour out his blessings in ways you have never seen before!

This message is one of truth and light. Let it flow in the core of your spirit, and see what will happen for you,.


2011 will end with many of Gods children having unexpected miracles happen, for all seeds that have been planted in the lords soil, it is getting ready to flourish and spring true a Tree that is built on the grounds of the new and prosperous.

I speak this blessing upon you all!!

May the lord do and bring before you a new thing and all the desires of your heart will soon manifest in greater ways you could never imagined. We have awakened and in this non sleep state now, you will get all that you desire according to the lords will.

I love you and so does God!



Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will direct your paths.

Proverbs 3, 5-6





Sunday, June 26, 2011

Soul Mates of Purpose

A soul mate ( or soul mate) is a person with whom one has a feeling of deep or natural affinity, similarity, love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality, or compatibility

God Created Marriage
“And the rib, which the LORD God had taken from man, he made into a woman, and brought her to the man.” Genesis 2:22

Will Smith: "Families are like a business. The key is one person having a vision of what it needs to be and being able to pull everyone together. That's Jada for sure."


Gods Design: When I set out to write this blog, I am really in a state of a transitional phase in my life. As, I get ready to enter into this new cycle, I wanted to speak on the combined foundation of the lords plan for not only myself, but for so many who are now entering this phase that I call the " The Purpose"

The beauty behind the lives that we lead are designed by the lord himself. When we get ready to enter into the phase of purpose we welcome into a life that is now going to enrich not only our physical realms but the spiritual. When we set out to live a life free from the confinement of free will obtained by choice that we have made that in the past lead us to the end zone.

In today's society what is happening to marriages across the globe is pretty devastating. You have Hollywood couples hooking up and not even taken one of the greatest Vows to heart " To Honor and Obey" the reason why marriages and relationships are breaking is lack of GOD. In Genesis up above as you read back that scripture it states that " GOD TOOK FROM MAN TO CREATE WOMAN" In this creation God brought to the world as woman, it was contributed for them both to wed and to be fruitful and multiply.

In this society that we are living in people, have now created their own rules and in doing so many are receiving the wrath of God and most of their choices.

When you bring two people together who are equally yoked and they are lead by God and his purpose for their lives, he brings together something that is beautiful in of the spirit and in the design of wholeness that is now given, because you are complete and not lacking.

Can you imagine how this world would be if every one understood that true dynamic of ones soul mate. You would meet someone one be courted, you both have that connection to God, then you marry and have children and those children will continue that cycle of bringing life into this world upon the ways of God instead the ways of the world.

We are now needing to get back to the " equally yoked " and the soul mate = " Marriage"

For those who have gone before God and you are now in a place of desperation, I asked that you get aligned to God and seek biblical counseling. When we as a human race take out our own flesh and sinful desires, we now incorporate the laws of the universe to align you with to whom you have Godly kinship.

When God places two people together who have the same foundation set in God, he will use you in ways that are truly greater than ones self.

The illusionary walls are now being broken down from the old ways, God is doing a new thing. He is bringing to you, the other half of your heart. Loose your expectations and trust his promise for the direction of your life, and the other who completes the other half of your heart to set out and do this soul mate purpose.

I am writing this blog, based on much being lead upon my spirit in what God is getting ready to do for his children, so many people are called to a great mission, two by two. Together we are being called to do a mission for our father. In this mission those who are called will be able to help their fellow brothers and sisters.

Get ready to see the combination of answered prayers, and un expected miracles in love, purpose, and most of all " Eternal Rewards"


Open your hands and receive your blessings!

I love you and so does God !




Saturday, June 18, 2011

Answered Prayers ( Timing is Everything)

Is. 65:24 And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear.



Matt 7:7-8 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened


In this existence we are for sure of two certain things. Babies are born and People die. For many of you, you may say hey that is pretty black in white. Well in essence it's a true fact. By understanding this dynamic it will change the way you live.

It will bring you into a greater understanding that life should be lived in a freedom state of mind, of just that. " Living"

In life we have two great things in common " Borrowed Time " " Praying"

Borrowed Time on this planet, is truly amazing: God has entrusted to us, this piece of existence to come into this world and fulfil a mission. Now, for many of us, who were once placed in an incubator state of mind, you had no clue on why you were here. Then little by little, the life that " you " chose for yourself could no longer be played out in this falsified reality. So you surrendered and answered the call, and by doing so you unlocked the " TRUTH" and was now set free !

How, I remember being in that incubator state of mind. Until the Father did the greatest thing he " Answered My Prayers" The beauty behind our creator is how he searches well within our souls even to the places we have never even been in mind, body and spirit. God is always with us, and he is always waiting for us to speak to him, with a humble heart, and a receptive spirit.

Prayer is very powerful, it's your personal time with God. It's those intimate moments that one can never take back, but be in total wholeness with the spirit that will guide you to a place of greater understanding of who you are.

You are more than just a job, you are more than just a parent, you are than a bank account, you are more than a sexual relationship, you are more than just a " I DONT KNOW WHO I AM " You are a chosen disciple of light and of truth !

What gets you there to this realization is prayer and " TIME" Don't you like those moments when you can be in thought of something or someone right when in the core of your spirit that person or thing was there, and just like magic " POOF" it is there.

That's God ! That's how he works. In life we live in a world of Un expectancy because if God showed us everything in his plan, most of us could not even comprehend it. That is why when we live in a state of obedience it all manifest itself in the realm of the timing that it was called to.

The next season of our lives will be the greatest and the strongest of test in our faith. God is doing a new thing, he has given us the key to the passing on everything that comes before us, so we are not lacking in nothing and the key to the answered prayers is through the beauty of The 9 Fruits of The spirit

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.

– Galatians 5:22-23,


This is the secret to the answered prayers: We are light to this world, our existence is do great things for the next generation. We must be vigilant and aware of who we are and what God has called you to do. The riches are stored in the lives we change, through the wisdom that we share. We only have this life time to get it right. Step out on faith, and leave the darkness of this world behind. Never be afraid to loose it all, through loosing it all we gain everything with God. All, things become new, when we rid ourselves of the old things, and the old ways of doing things. You will reap Harvest on all great seeds that were planted in Purity Soil.

This will be a wonderful amazing next 6 months. Prayers will be answered in all that God sees in the truth of the heart. It will blow your mind. Just receive it and know you deserve it. You are a Prince and Princes ! Because your Father is KING!!


I love you and so does God !



Sunday, June 5, 2011

" You never know what's coming for you"

Trials and Temptations

2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4 Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything ( James 1 2-) NIV



When God is getting ready to do something big in his children's life, he starts off by making sure that all you have learned well within in your faith, is built on a foundation, of wisdom, joy, hope, and belief and most all " Trust" As you read this scripture from James, here we are able to read on how the father tells us that we should be happy and joyful of the trials that come upon us, its through those trials we are able to see, who we really are. It's never about giving up, because satan would love that, it's about trusting God, and leaning upon the greater understanding on what he is doing, while molding you into the child he has called you to be.

For me personally was a test week, satan wanted to do all within his power to get me to be angry at God, based on what I was seeing happening, for a month that I know, I have to be focused, because of the mission assignments, the lord has placed upon my spirit to do for the building of the kingdom. With all great testimonies we have to go through a trial and a test, just so the father can see all that you have learned you now can apply. See, the father did not give us the spirit of fear, now by that verse we are being told, that if we place our faith and trust in God, we will be able to withstand, any lies from satan. They are just that, lies from satan.


While having one of my movie nights, I watched a Movie Called Benjamin Buttons, starring Brad Pitt: This was a great movie, based on a man, that was going backwards in time through aging, and how he experienced life, based upon on how life looks, when we are learning to love not just based on how the world tells us, but simply by the heart. It lead me into my blog this week " You never know what' coming for you" This was a great quote in this movie, and rings true into our lives here in reality, we never know what is coming for us, because God has away of bringing things to us when we least expect.

I love those moments, when you open your email, and their is something from someone you were just thinking about, or answering your phone, and their is that call you wanted to come through, or checking the mail, and that long awaited check is there, for all that praying you had been doing wasn't in vain ! See, when we trust God and all the promises he gives to us, we allow the laws of the universe to align it, and bring it fourth to open up a vessel of higher and connected energy that is through faith of what God has and can do for you.

Especially in those moments, when you feel all is lost, God is just watching you the whole time, saying " if only my child knew what I had coming for him " we would really change on how we think, see God knows the storm before we do, and already he has aligned all that is needed to weather the storm, and that is when we have cling on to faith, and truly just God ! We haven't begun to see what he is about to do for us, our latter days will be great, the Father bestows riches from unexpected places, that has your name written all over it.

Don't keep your mind so absorbed on riches being only in the material realm, rather than seeing how the lord will bless you in the spiritual and through that all your needs will be met according to the fathers will. Trust him and watch what he will bring to you !

The Most valuable thing we have in life is love and time. Together and binded as one, we will set out and do something very big in this world, to bring Joy and Light and most all of all " Hope"

Be ready for the blessings that are coming, be receptive daily, for God always does the greatest wonders, when you least expect it.

God Bless us all,

One Love One Blood shed for you and me !