This has to be the hardest blog for me to write, because as I go back too this day last year, 06/20/2009 I just remember celebrating my re-dedication with the lord on June 7Th, and I would've never imagined that 18 days later, all will be mourning the lost of our dear Michael Jackson.
It's funny, because today of all days, I am bothered with a foot pain, but I always say that God makes us still when he has something to tell us to when he is getting ready to elevate us to a higher place.
I remember that day so perfectly, 06/25/2009 I was heading to this job that I had been working at for a couple of weeks, until I realized that place was compromising my integrity and I chose to leave it. So, here I am getting of the bus, and I get a call from my sister, and she asked me had I heard the news that Michael Jackson had been rushed to the hospital, and that Internet was saying he had died.
All, I could think was NAH, that's just another media hoaxed, and I just kept going to get my final check. Then as I enter that building, I could feel myself being hollow, and then as I entered, I could see my co-workers, and they were crying and said did you hear? Michael Jackson died! ( Pause, crying)
This is very hard for me to write because on this day, it felt like the earth stood still, my stomach felt so empty, and my heart filled with pain, the man who song the man in the mirror had past away.
When, I got home I remember watching the news, and people already out on the streets, blasting his music and dancing and celebrating the life of the KING OF POP.
Never, did I question why God took him from us, because for all of Michael's true fans, he was dead already in 1993 when the first allegations of molestation had surfaced.
The media took something that he loved so much, and used it to hurt him. Michael Jackson, is more and was more than a entertainer, he was an ambassador of hope to the world, he inspired and continues to inspire people with his music, more than ever people are seeing the importance of what it means to have a child's heart.
When the music circuit started to play "THIS IS IT" I smiled so hard, because Michael deep down someone where in his soul, felt as though this would be his final performance, because God had a new stage for him to perform on, and the beauty of the kingdom stage, it doesn't matter if you're black or white, in heaven we all our souls of the divine.
As, we begin to count down the days to this painful day, we will rejoice on 06/25/2010 because we really know, who Michael Jackson, was..
Dear Michael,
Even though you left us too soon, you left us with so much and many great memories of you. We know that your heart was pure, how sad it is that people judged you, because they don't or didn't know how it is to have a child's heart.
Thank you, for all this year how you have blessed so many of us, to continue to seek your will in all that we do. Many, of us know how it feels to be unique and judged because of being a little different, but at the end, we earned another Angel.
I miss you seeing you on TV and the anticipation of hearing your name being called, for either the MTV, BET, awards, however we know for every show your essence is there.
Michael, I pray for your family daily, your mom and dad, your sisters and brothers, and most of all your kids. See, we fail to understand that when you died, your family lost you, but through your lost they still honor your name.
I wait for the day and the opportunity, that I can interview one of your siblings, or hopefully your mom, so I could tell her, the special memoir that I have in dedication to her dear Michael.
Thank you for leaving us with so many great lyrics, and giving us hope and inspiration in going out and making this world a better place.
I love you, and so many of your real fans, and as we celebrate that day, the day a new Angel arrived in heaven, we know that you are still moon walking and smiling and making sure that all of us continue to fulfil our destiny's and doing our part to the heal the world.
You were right, God chose you to be a beacon of light to this world, and we will forever honor and keep your legacy alive,
God bless you Michael, and we love you now and forever more.
April
I hope all of you, have enjoyed my blog for the month dedicated to Michael, the best is yet to come, the launch of the live April's My Real Talk Love ( youtube) it will be dedicated to MJ!!!
This has been so wonderful, and to all of the MJ fans lets keep healing the world..PEACE AND LOVE IS WHAT WE NEED TO BRING BACK, TO LET GOD KNOW, THAT HIS SON DID NOT DIE ON THAT CROSS FOR NOTHING..
Remember the most valuable thing we have in life is LOVE AND TIME!!
I love you and so does God!
Smart Diva ( Enjoy this video, directed by Spike Lee) GREAT JOB!!
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